So, every one should have seen (500) Days of Summer. If you didn’t, none of this will make any sense. So, I’ll explain.
Summer tells Tom that she doesn’t want a relationship and that she doesn’t believe in true love, but they end up getting closer anyways. Then she breaks it off with him. Tom becomes depressed and whiny, because his heart is broken and all that stuff. Summer gets engaged to someone else. This sends Tom into an alcohol/junk food induced coma of sorts. Then he gets over it, goes to get another job, and meets a new girl. Whoo!
Right now, I’m Summer. Right now, I can identify with her character way more than when I watched it. Because when I watched the movie I kept thinking “That BITCH! How could she do that?!” but now I understand.
So, I don’t hate her at all any more. Except for her voice. It’s irritating.
Right. Anyways.
I’m just about ready for school to be over with. I’m just about done with Georgia. I’m looking for new friends, new stuff to do, new things to learn.
Oh, I bought my first lottery ticket today.
And I packed more stuff up and moved it.
And I have to go back to school tomorrow.
AND I realized that at the first sign of people causing me distress I’m going to cut them off and shut them out. It seems to be the best thing to do.
‘Do you memorize theatrical lines
That seem to lead them in
Play the role with a good girl heart
Hide the tangled webs within
Who was it that lead you on
That makes you want to hurt me so?
Who do you want to forget?
Who forgot you long ago?
Do you still feel him
Calling in the air tonight?
Do you still feel it?
Seems like you’ve done this before
You make breaking hearts look so easy
Seems like you’ve done this before
You’ve got breaking hearts all but down
And you’ve done this, you’ve done this before
You make stealing hearts look so easy
Where is the girl I adore?
You’ve got breaking up all but down
And I can’t love a thief anymore
Do you collect the souls you’ve lost
In the top of your dresser drawer?
Count the number of tears displaced
On lonely bedroom floors
A machine where your heart once was
Slowly takes the place of you
Only hold the memories now
Of a love I thought I knew”
