Say It

“You think you’re smarter than me
Well everyone knows you will never be smarter than me
That’s how it goes
I gained forty pounds because of you
Was there an “S” on my chest
Well I confess, you were too much stress
I’d have a heart attack at best
So now I breathe it out, I breathe it out
I spit it on the crowd cause they lift me up, they lift me up, they life me up
When I’m feeling down
What am I spitting out?  Spitting out, something we never talk about
It’s called my mind
I don’t wanna hear you say it
Now you’re messing with my pride
I’m sick of standing in your line
So now you’ll have to take it
take this to heart
I will never let you fuck me over
Stop talking down to me your war is old
your game is over
So here’s my coldest shoulder.”~ Say It by Blue October

I’m not quite sure why people find the need to be so shady with me. I mean, is it really necessary to play mind games like I don’t know what’s going on?

If you’re going to play games, get good at it. I’ve figured you all out. You’re not hard to learn.

Also, I’m going to need you to stop saying one thing and doing another.

And don’t be sugar sweet when you want something from me, but cold as ice when you don’t. That’s not how this is going to work.

Either we’re going to be functional and get along and won’t have stupid complications, or we’re not going to be associated at all.

End of story.

If you’ve got a problem with me, don’t be shy. Spit it out. I can dish it, I can take it.

If I’m doing something that’s pissing you off, tell me so that I can address it. I’ll either change it or you’ll get over it.  If I’m not doing something and that’s pissing you off, tell me. Seriously.

And then there is this whole trash talking, back stabbing, catty, gossip-y bullshit that’s going on.  You guys sit around and talk shit about people, then you go off and talk shit about the people you were just talking shit with. How very cool of you.

“I can’t stand this person, but I’m going to spend an inordinate amount of time with them because it seems like a good idea.”

Leave me out of it.  Seriously.  I don’t tell you how to live your life, so please stay far away from mine.

I’m not the only one that’s sick of it. I promise.

I honestly do not have time to deal with this drama. Cut it out or leave me out.

Now, some people will read all of this and instantly know that they are not being discussed above. Some will know immediately, without a doubt, that they are indeed the above mentioned people. And some will question it. Some will sit and think about all the things they have done, just to make sure.

If you don’t know with out a doubt that you’re a good friend, there is an issue.

Now that the elephant in the room has finally been addressed, life will move on.

Maybe I’m being a bitch. But I’ll say it all to your face.