Baby, did you see the sky tonight? I’ve hung my heart like the moon, bright in this never ending dark.
The streets are wet, clouds flow thick. Can you see me? Can you see me?
Baby, can you hold my hand tonight? I’ve missed your heart, it feels like it’s fading away.
But I’m still here. Can you see me? Can you see me?
I’ve got the story book eyes you’ve been trying to find. And you’ve got that place in my heart I’ve been trying to hide. But baby, tonight it seems like you’re miles away.
Baby, did you see me tonight?
Anyways, now that the poetry burst is dead…..
I’m not full of intellectual thoughts right now. I’m full of the overwhelming desire to be close to someone. I just want a hug. I want to cuddle. I want to hear someone else’s heart beat. I want the acceptance that comes with closeness. I want to smell the scent of shampoo in hair, the beautiful mix of skin and fabric softener. I want whispers and giggles, I want to stare into eyes and know they see straight through me so I don’t have to explain how I feel.
That’s all I ever want really. I just tend to fuck it all up. I feel like everything is my fault.
Why is everything always my fault?
