For my last post. I was super distracted and distressed and I was talking on the phone the entire time, so none of it makes sense.
But I like the pictures, so I think I’ll keep it.
But to the good stuff.
Today I realized that any amount of tension can be resolved by a conversation.
Today, I actually took a step back and evaluated the potential consequences of any actions I might have taken, and thank goodness I did because I was on the verge of making one big stupid decision.
Today, I reaffirmed the fact that it is better to listen to your heart instead of logic sometimes. Especially when that logic is not always logical logic.
My logic is never logical logic, it is crazy logic that only I can understand.
Today, I learned that trust is something I can’t just ignore and stuff.
Today, I learned that I just need to chill the fuck out with the panicking because I’m way too over dramatic and read into everything.
Ex:
Normal person: “Oh, shit. Well that really sucks. Eh, I’ll live.”
Me: “Oh my effing god I am dying, this is terrible, what the FUCK am I going to do, holy shit this isn’t really happening, CHRIST ALMIGHTY OH SHIT OH MY GOD FUUUUCCCCCKKKKKKK!”
So, the moral of this story is that I need to think before I do crazy shit and that if something crazy happens I probably won’t die even if I think I will.
I also learned that the Coke company will STEAL YOUR MONEY! I paid 1.25 for a Fanta this morning, the 1.00 for a coke at lunch. What is this shit? Fucking vending machines.
I digress.
Goodnight. Or whatever.
