There are things that are present on my mind, things I can’t even say. It’s very hard to explain what I’m thinking or feeling. It’s like my perspective is skewed.
Imagine standing so close to something you can’t quite make it out. As if you’re nose to a wall, and all you can see is the bit that’s directly in front of you.
I guess what I’m getting at is that I’m still too close to the situation to really give an accurate diagnosis of what I’m thinking and feeling.
I mean, I know I’m feeling things and my thoughts feel like semi solid, tangible things. I just can’t translate them into something that is coherent.
This is garbage. I feel awful.
