Mostly in my head. But, you have been for ages.
Matter of fact, I can’t remember the last time you weren’t on my mind. And I’m not gonna lie, there were times that I wished I could forget you. But I know now that there are some people who will never leave me. You’re one of them.
I say leaving figuratively. I mean, the chances are that I’ll never see you again after the next month and a half. Talk about focusing a laser on things, right?
It seems almost cruel to have waited for so long for something, to only be given such a short time to live it. But I’m not one to complain. Ok, I lie. I complain about everything. I cannot complain about you.
See, every time I think I cannot fall more in love with you, I do. And it’s just little things, you know. Like how cute you look in your hat, or how you don’t even have to hear my voice to know I’m upset and need a call. Or how you put up with me.
Because, lets be honest. I’m pretty neurotic. I’m needy, whiny, and I’m never color coordinated. I get nervous a lot. I’m scared of everything under the sun.
But I’ll hold your hand in public. I’ll listen to you when you need to vent about whatever. I’ll answer the phone at three o’clock in the morning just to hear your voice, even if I am dead asleep. I’ll make you corny mix CD’s and cover them with cute lyrics because I know that deep inside you’re actually a hopeless romantic just like me.I’ll spend countless hours writing and recording and re-recording songs for you. I’ll stand up for you when no one else will. Darling, I’ve got your back. Promise.
I’ll do it all because I love you.
Yep. Got that ‘L’ word thing going on. Mhmm.
